Monday, October 20, 2008

     I'm feeling comfortable at the moment.  Ptah, ta-tenen, tenet, tenet music http://www.myspace.com/tenetmusica, forward to Horus of Ate Bullion House.

Sunday, October 19, 2008

     Not much has changed.  I can't concentrate here in Swansea where I'm living since February 26, 2008.  It's now October 19, 2008 and I'm just basically waiting to get into more favourable circumstances and living conditions.  I was trying to refind the czar in New Jersey, I'll look again tomorrow or another day.  It's getting late here.  When thinking about the Vienna Congress of 1814/5, I then think about the 5 major powers and the few more lesser powers.  Sounds more like the United Nations in some aspects, yet in more luxurious living quarters.  Or at least building styles, to the concrete, steel, glass structures that exist at the Avenue of the Americas 6th Avenue or 7th or 8th avenue manhattan new york city.  I do like and prefer much more the marble, limestone, grante and more stonework gilded and the fancy done plaster and paintings, the artisan work of the buildings up to more of the Industrial age then brought in the late 1800's and ealry 1900's.  Up to now, well this has been going on in the world, not in Raynham where i'm from.  We have a stone church building of pebbles cemented together.  My parents house is nice, cape house of wood build around 1700 or so.  Is a country farmhouse, the grand palace style buildings and french chateaux of the loire, well as far as I know have never been in our area, there's always time for a first for this one.  Still no girl, this drags on day after day after day.  Where are the real girls around here for me, or at least one real one girl would do a world of good for me right now, I can just hope for a better tomorrow, or for a better wake up day, as i can maybe say in terms of wake ups because right now is really tomorrow although I did not go to bed yet, is 5:18am, is too late.  Boston was today, the orpheum theatre, hendrix experience tour 2008.  The music was pretty good some very good guitar players, musicians, and singers.  About fifty dollars later and understanding now I can drive to the Quincy Adams T stop adn then take the red line into the boston commons and harvard square, this is good.  At least now I know much more clearly how to get to where I want to go, now the plan to figure out what I need to get done more often, more quickly.  I need to straighten out my finances much faster, as soon as possible.  This is still slipping or at least staying somewhat steady or about that.  I need to solidify this part.  This area is Loeuf purchasing the property and rights etcetera and building what I view to be normal.  Anyways, time for bed now.

Monday, October 13, 2008

     Carl and Peter helped me with business and spirituality.  Emily helped me get my computer back online tonight, that was good.  Talked to a few people on the phone with Carl tonight, now eating some food I baked yesterday before I go to bed.

Tuesday, October 2, 2008

     It is 10:56 am, I am not waking up with the sun anymore.  I'm still not comfortable around here, I want to go somewhere comfortable.  I'm thinking Hartford again is the best I can do.  I can walk around Boston, there is the hostel I can stay in.  It is expensive, I can go to Hartford stay in the hostel there.  I need to go do something besides sit and sleep, walk around, sleep in this house alone constantly, it's getting to me.  The culture around here also drives me nearly mad.  It's not a fun culture for me here.

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